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Why is this blog called ihatebreast cancer?
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Two groups inspired me. First, the so-called ?charities? that specialize in telling us how much they love? boobies, second base, tatas, etc. I thought I should respond in kind.?
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But primarily, the ?ihatebreastcancer? name came from a post on a board for women with metastatic breast cancer. One woman started off the ?I hate breast cancer? thread and people started chiming in.
That discussion took place nearly two years ago, but I can?t forget it.
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I hate breast cancer
I hate that?
my veins are shot (I have to get a port)
taking a crap is always on my mind
managing SEs has become dinner talk
my old dog has more energy than me
so much is out of my control
privacy is a thing of the past
I have no eye lashes (or any hair anywhere)
I hate people asking me when will I be finished with chemo.? As a TN, the answer is basically never.
I hate that BC is on my mind all the time.
I look like a complete and total different person.
I am so fat and keep getting bigger.
my wig sucks.
my house is a wreck.
The mind I have left is always on cancer.? I seem to be able to forget every other details but I never forget I have cancer.
I hate that I feel guilty every time I eat something with sugar or fat or not organic.
I hate that I have to worry about my daughter having this horrible disease.
I hate my cancer causes my family so much sadness and anxiety.
I hate that I am losing my hair for the 3rd time
I hate that my veins are going, only have one arm to use and I need to get a f-ing port
I hate that I have gained 40lbs in 5 years?
I hate every freakin BC/hip scar on my body
I hate that I don?t enjoy s*x anymore
I hate that statistically speaking I will not see my children grow up let alone start kindergarten.
I hate that my children will likely grow up without their mom.
i hate cancer
i hate people saying you are strong you can do this (the one who dont have cancer )
i hate when people say you need to get up and do something (if i could i would )
i hate cancer have change my whole world
i hate i cant sleep
i hate i lost so much weight
i hate being depress
i hate cancer
I hate that I am so tired all the time.
I hate that I am reminded I have cancer every day.
I hate that I have to go to the cancer center every week for chemo.
I hate the way people look at me with pity in their eyes.
I hate that my family thinks I am cured
I hate that cancer took my fertility
I hate that I was stage 4 at 29 years old
I hate that I cannot be cured
I hate that my kids will lose their mother when they are young
being tired, angry, scared, andy ugly
the saddness in my husbands eyes
I hate cancer.
I hate that my first thought when I wake up is cancer.
I hate that my brain at times seems to have deserted me and I forget words or forget why I even started to say something.
I hate how tired I am and I hate my inability to sleep at night.
I hate people saying ?how are you? in ?that? tone of voice. (Always the same answer: ?Fine, TY?).
I hate worrying about what?s coming next.
I hate cancer.
I am tired of feeling sad,
I am tired of trying hard all the time
I am tired of being made to feel gratitude for the good and positive things
I am angry for all the things that were taken from me, for the pity I see in everyone?s eyes.
Source: http://ihatebreastcancer.wordpress.com/2011/07/04/why-is-this-blog-called-i-hate-breast-cancer/
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